[ that description of his sister... maybe hits home a little too much. he thinks nico's pretty strong, to be able to be faced with his sister's ghost and be able to let go, no matter how long it took. ]
Of course she kept trying to tell you what to do. It's an older sibling privilege, you know. [ it's a little teasing. ] She must've been sure you were going to be fine, if she was willing to let go to be reborn.
[ this part he's more sure about. and nico's sharing so ace shares back because this is the worst bonding session of all time ]
... Sabo and I were the same age. Maybe because Luffy was such a troublesome little brother he needed two older ones. [ lightly, and his tone is still light when he continues; ] But he was the better brother. The better person all around, really. I don't know anything about death and where souls go where they die at home. But I've tried to carry him with me anyway.
And it's a younger sibling privilege to argue back every time. [ quietly, but somewhat fondly. ] I don't know if that was it. Even before she died, she tried to leave me behind to join the Hunters. I was angry about it at first, but I think as I got older I understood a little better. It had been us for so long that...things changed, so she made a choice. If anything I think she was hoping other people would take care of me instead.
[ but then she died, and nico refused to let anyone help him, so how'd that work out. nevertheless... ]
Considering you told me Luffy used to eat worms, I could buy that. [ haha. ] Even when souls move on, there's no reason not to carry people with you. To forget about them entirely is too cruel. [but he pauses to think. ] Do you think Sabo would agree he was the better person?
Even if that's true, she probably thought it was better for both of you.
[ it's said hesitantly because he's aware he's projecting, a little, the way he looked at the strawhats with luffy back then and thought oh, good. he's got other people now, and felt nothing but relief.
the sabo question, though. it draws him short. ]
I don't think he ever considered it like that. [ comparing themselves, ace means. ] But that's how it was. When Sabo was gone, I had to learn to be better so I could take care of Luffy, since I was the only one left. He wasn't around to pick up my slack anymore.
[ ace is projecting a little but nico doesn't say anything because...knowing bianca and the things she's said to him, that's a distinct possibility. he doesn't argue, giving him a faint smile of acknowledgment but moving on. ]
...from what you've said, it sounds like you did a pretty decent job. [ luffy's alive and has a crew and he's going to be the pirate king. ] Maybe be proud of that.
[ the implication is that he thinks, from the sound of things, sabo would be. ]
...Well, I guess I can't argue with decent. [ especially since no regrets means not lingering on whether he did what he should've at every turn or not, so in the end he sounds amused. ]
Yeah but that's totally different. [ he does not elaborate on that either. ] I obviously don't mind that you have, or I would've walked away like twenty minutes ago.
Believe me, I have met people far more obnoxious than you. [ THANKS? ] And anyway I've been told more than once I should work on my people skills, so I may as well start with a person I don't mind being around.
I asked a barmaid who used to watch over Luffy to teach me how to be polite. I don't think I'd even heard the words "please" and "thank you" before that.
Yeah, I doubt they'd come up in pirate vocabulary that much. [ ...huh. ] I guess it never occurred to me how fundamental something like that can actually be.
Well, I wasn't a pirate yet then! Just a brat who wanted to be one. Not that you're not wrong about it being uncommon out on the seas, but there's someone I had to thank, so.
[ he actually expected a no but somehow that's. kind of sweet? is that the word. sure. he seems thoughtful for a moment before he laughs softly under his breath. ]
And let me guess. You completely surprised him by doing it?
A little! [ laughing. this is an underestimation ] The guy totally thought I was there to pick a fight at first. But after I thanked him and everything we partied together, so it was fine.
[ it makes sense for ace. to him, ace seems like the kind of person who even with his struggles and the things he's faced in the past, he's still trying to move forward. he still finds the good in things. he still deeply cares about other people and making sure dues are paid where they're meant to be.
these are all fairly admirable traits for nico, even if they may not be entirely accurate. so don't mind if he stares for a few moments. ]
It worked out then. [ hum. ] What'd you have to thank him for anyway?
[ this is a fairly accurate read but he'd never think any of this of himself so he's just ? at nico's staring. and then rubs the back of his head ]
Oh! Should've said it earlier. The guy saved Luffy's life when he was a kid, and it cost him his arm in the process. I wanted to thank him properly for that. So I sought him out on the seas.
Yeah. Though he told Luffy it wasn't a big deal. [ and considering shanks rose to be one of the most powerful pirates in the sea even with one arm, maybe it wasn't to him. it's weird to think about. ] If it wasn't for him, I never even would've met Luffy. So I wanted to think him, for both Sabo and me.
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Of course she kept trying to tell you what to do. It's an older sibling privilege, you know. [ it's a little teasing. ] She must've been sure you were going to be fine, if she was willing to let go to be reborn.
[ this part he's more sure about. and nico's sharing so ace shares back because this is the worst bonding session of all time ]
... Sabo and I were the same age. Maybe because Luffy was such a troublesome little brother he needed two older ones. [ lightly, and his tone is still light when he continues; ] But he was the better brother. The better person all around, really. I don't know anything about death and where souls go where they die at home. But I've tried to carry him with me anyway.
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[ but then she died, and nico refused to let anyone help him, so how'd that work out. nevertheless... ]
Considering you told me Luffy used to eat worms, I could buy that. [ haha. ] Even when souls move on, there's no reason not to carry people with you. To forget about them entirely is too cruel. [but he pauses to think. ] Do you think Sabo would agree he was the better person?
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[ it's said hesitantly because he's aware he's projecting, a little, the way he looked at the strawhats with luffy back then and thought oh, good. he's got other people now, and felt nothing but relief.
the sabo question, though. it draws him short. ]
I don't think he ever considered it like that. [ comparing themselves, ace means. ] But that's how it was. When Sabo was gone, I had to learn to be better so I could take care of Luffy, since I was the only one left. He wasn't around to pick up my slack anymore.
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...from what you've said, it sounds like you did a pretty decent job. [ luffy's alive and has a crew and he's going to be the pirate king. ] Maybe be proud of that.
[ the implication is that he thinks, from the sound of things, sabo would be. ]
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Sorry about...all of that. [ is he apologizing for sharing. it's more likely than you think. ]
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[ there's a smirk but it's light, like it's nbd ]
I've talked your ear off a bunch already, you can't start apologizing for that.
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I'm glad you're not that fed up with me yet, then.
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I don't mind being your go-to for practice, then! I sorta did something similar as a kid.
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How'd that work out for you? What'd you do?
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I asked a barmaid who used to watch over Luffy to teach me how to be polite. I don't think I'd even heard the words "please" and "thank you" before that.
[ he's like hehe ]
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Yeah, I doubt they'd come up in pirate vocabulary that much. [ ...huh. ] I guess it never occurred to me how fundamental something like that can actually be.
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And let me guess. You completely surprised him by doing it?
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these are all fairly admirable traits for nico, even if they may not be entirely accurate. so don't mind if he stares for a few moments. ]
It worked out then. [ hum. ] What'd you have to thank him for anyway?
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Oh! Should've said it earlier. The guy saved Luffy's life when he was a kid, and it cost him his arm in the process. I wanted to thank him properly for that. So I sought him out on the seas.
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That...is something worth thanking someone for, I suppose. Kind of a big sacrifice.
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