I can't figure out what decides who does and doesn't have false memories implanted when they go on these trips. Even last week the other group who was gone had different memories the whole time.
Sounds more convenient than anything, which isn't so bad when everything's a new experience. [ ...sigh. ] It's still weird that it's real and not real all at the same time.
[ again, ace kind of itches at his face with a sigh ]
No kidding. Anyway, once we beat up that other monster, it dropped some kind of... comma looking thing? And when we got to the cave there were all these drawings and a stone door where the comma looking thing fit. So I put it in.
Sort of? Once I put the thing in, we wound up separated in this kind of... void space, I guess? We still had the talking animals with us, but that was it. After a while of walking I came across... myself. Didn't have a mustache this time though.
Yeah that happens when you lose an entire eyeball, Ace. [ drier than the sahara. ] If it's still itchy I'll ask Will about a salve that we can apply that won't irritate the healing process but at least provide a little relief.
...I'm going to guess the other two experienced something similar elsewhere. [ god. ] What was the other you doing there?
It's fine. Don't bother him with something like that.
[ just. so fast. ]
Temenos did for sure. I had to drag him away from arguing with himself for eternity. [ a little. deadpan. and he mostly seems annoyed and dismissive about the rest of it, too: ] ...I don't know. Remind me of stuff, I guess? Didn't exactly say anything new.
I understand you don't feel as though people need to help you and possibly that you might not deserve the help when it's something you consider minor. [ just. this call-out. ] But it's not bothering, he tends to get in his own head sometimes if he's not able to help.
[ anyway. ]
...sounds complicated. Or at least frustrating. [ he does not want to think of how his clone would really behave in a situation like this. ] Kind of sounds more like a subconscious than a double though. Could you defeat it?
... It's not about deserving, or anything. [ a little awkwardly because this? call out? he doesn't know what to say? so. moving on to explaining; ]
I thought about punching it. [ like. genuinely. ] But like I said, it wasn't saying anything new. So I just walked away and that's when I found Temenos. The dragon popped up not long after that, and it was guarding the way back.
[ could they have gone around the dragon. probably. will he say that? no ]
[ he decides not to press him on that part, because he understands not having words. ]
So you had a dragon blockade and you could only get past it by defeating it. Yeah, okay, I can't say I blame you. I would've turned around and fought, too, just to get back out of there. Whether my clone was saying something new or not.
[ he makes a face because he still hates that, actually. ]
...I'm starting to really get the picture that all of these adventures are not only confusing but really mentally taxing. [ how do these even happen. ]
[ that's the thing. he had been continuously worried about what would happen to the people who went on these trips because so far the experiences have not been great. actually, last week really sucked! he still has bandages on his face and neck and under his clothes to contend with, and the idea of any of his friends going through anything similar doesn't...help.
ace says he's alright and nico knows that, but nevertheless he had worried about it. ]
I think that might not be entirely your fault, you know.
... Maybe, maybe not. But it happened, so there's no point focusing on it. [ he's not stupid enough to outright say he's pretty sure Nico had it worse, is the thing, but his eyes linger on the bandages and he shrugs ] Besides, I'm strong enough one less eye isn't that big of a handicap. I'll get around.
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[ which he thinks is great because he'd have been real mad if they had been!!! ]
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I can't figure out what decides who does and doesn't have false memories implanted when they go on these trips. Even last week the other group who was gone had different memories the whole time.
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[ ace is really missing an eye. ]
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No kidding. Anyway, once we beat up that other monster, it dropped some kind of... comma looking thing? And when we got to the cave there were all these drawings and a stone door where the comma looking thing fit. So I put it in.
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Like a key. Okay, sure. Does that mean a door opened to somewhere else or something?
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[ so was the gouge, ace. live with it. ]
Sort of? Once I put the thing in, we wound up separated in this kind of... void space, I guess? We still had the talking animals with us, but that was it. After a while of walking I came across... myself. Didn't have a mustache this time though.
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...I'm going to guess the other two experienced something similar elsewhere. [ god. ] What was the other you doing there?
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[ just. so fast. ]
Temenos did for sure. I had to drag him away from arguing with himself for eternity. [ a little. deadpan. and he mostly seems annoyed and dismissive about the rest of it, too: ] ...I don't know. Remind me of stuff, I guess? Didn't exactly say anything new.
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I understand you don't feel as though people need to help you and possibly that you might not deserve the help when it's something you consider minor. [ just. this call-out. ] But it's not bothering, he tends to get in his own head sometimes if he's not able to help.
[ anyway. ]
...sounds complicated. Or at least frustrating. [ he does not want to think of how his clone would really behave in a situation like this. ] Kind of sounds more like a subconscious than a double though. Could you defeat it?
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I thought about punching it. [ like. genuinely. ] But like I said, it wasn't saying anything new. So I just walked away and that's when I found Temenos. The dragon popped up not long after that, and it was guarding the way back.
[ could they have gone around the dragon. probably. will he say that? no ]
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So you had a dragon blockade and you could only get past it by defeating it. Yeah, okay, I can't say I blame you. I would've turned around and fought, too, just to get back out of there. Whether my clone was saying something new or not.
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[ he doesn't know. it was stupid. ]
Anyway, we fought a dragon, and when we beat it the world started to break apart and we jumped out of there. That's it.
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...I'm starting to really get the picture that all of these adventures are not only confusing but really mentally taxing. [ how do these even happen. ]
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I don't know if I would actually say you're fine, but for argument's sake I'll let it go.
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I still have one eye. [ so it's fine. ]
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[ :3 ]
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...I am glad it wasn't as bad as it could be. Let's just leave it at that.
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I'm alright. Really. Wouldn't even have this if I'd been better at dodging. [ gesturing at the eye ]
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ace says he's alright and nico knows that, but nevertheless he had worried about it. ]
I think that might not be entirely your fault, you know.
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