Should be here tomorrow so we have plenty of time. [ hm... ] Ramen should be easy enough. We can add all the extra stuff in it like eggs and spinach and pork and stuff. [ it is possible he's also just hungry, finally, himself. ] Half a person's experience is still better than nothing. And we have a couple of days to test it out.
[ give him a second to think. honestly though, that's a mood. and he's still pretty raw from earlier today, and the weekend (and weeks and weeks of everything) so his only response is hugging her a little tighter. ]
...you know. When we get out of here, there's going to be a lot more time to do stuff like this without trying to cram it into the first half the week. I'm kind of looking forward to that part.
[ okay but it's not because he feels bad? he loves her. it feels weird to think about saying goodbye, especially when she'd probably fit in. and like...the camp will be empty, but in the summer there will be other friends, and kayla and austin will obviously--
--he sits up fastly suddenly and just looms over her. ]
Wait, we talked about this Thursday. [ hey. hey!!!!! ]
Yeah, we did. [ he's frowning bigly now. ] I'm. Look, my entire brain is really, um, kind of soupy right now for a lot of reasons but we definitely talked about this because you said I'd regret letting you come back and I said that was impossible because I needed backup from Will's siblings, and we talked about stuff we were gonna do.
[ oh i'm so sorry but her expression going out of focus immediately makes him tense up after today. but he tries to relax, focusing on her and taking a breath. okay. sure. one more kick in the dick on this fine sunday. nice. ]
I'm gonna kill whoever put that idea in your head, dude. [ bold words for a dumbass who tried to crawl into an electrified lake earlier, but he's annoyed. ] You were always invited to come home with us. We've talked about this a few times. And even if I hadn't brought it up for some reason before, why wouldn't I still say it's true?
You...wanted to go be a pirate with Ace, and you weren't sure about coming the first time I asked, so when we talked Thursday it...I thought you had decided.
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Should be here tomorrow so we have plenty of time. [ hm... ] Ramen should be easy enough. We can add all the extra stuff in it like eggs and spinach and pork and stuff. [ it is possible he's also just hungry, finally, himself. ] Half a person's experience is still better than nothing. And we have a couple of days to test it out.
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[even though they have infinite money but whatever
a pause, and then, a little absently as she shifts:] ... I'm gonna enjoy this as long as I can.
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but he tilts his head, opening his eyes a little more. ]
Mm...which part? Just being able to plan stuff like this?
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Oh - yeah, I guess. That. [she smiles a bit at him.]
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yeah he does not believe it's just that, please continue. ]
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...you know. When we get out of here, there's going to be a lot more time to do stuff like this without trying to cram it into the first half the week. I'm kind of looking forward to that part.
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Oh. Yeah. [...] Yeah, you guys will... you'll have a lot more time to do stuff that isn't solving dumb moon murders.
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...changed your mind about maybe coming with us? [ no judgment, but he's just outright asking. ]
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looks... at him...]
What? What do you mean changed my mind, you never said anything about it in the first place.
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holy shit did he not. ]
I'm. An idiot. Oh my gods. I thought I...[ never mind he's just burying his face in her shoulder aaaAHHHHHHHHHHHH. ]
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she kind of just like - laughs, but it's... maybe a little uncomfortable.]
Don't - you don't have to. Don't just do it now because you feel bad.
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--he sits up fastly suddenly and just looms over her. ]
Wait, we talked about this Thursday. [ hey. hey!!!!! ]
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she is JUMPSCARED by this, she goes bwah!! and flails a little.]
What -- what? No, we didn't?!
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[ HE REMEMBERS!!!! ]
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What? No? None of that... none of that happened. [she seems to... really believe this.] I don't remember any of that happening.
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...what do you remember about Thursday?
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[a pause.] By the fire, we were by the fire, but we didn't talk about...
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No. But it doesn't matter, I know we didn't talk about me going back with you. Nobody has talked to me about going back with them.
[that seems incorrect, maybe, but she seems like she believes it?]
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You...wanted to go be a pirate with Ace, and you weren't sure about coming the first time I asked, so when we talked Thursday it...I thought you had decided.
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A few times? Since when? [apparently she cannot remember a single one of those times.] What...
[her eyes go a bit unfocused again.] You and Will and Temenos...
[:aaaaa:]
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Hey. Nimona. Focus.
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I don't remember. [...] Temenos said he wouldn't lie about this sort of thing either. I - I don't think either of you would, but I can't...
[a beat.] It didn't happen.
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It happened. You might not remember right now, but it happened. If I said it and Will said it and Temenos said it, why would it not be real?
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