[ he's picking up odds and ends of stuff as they're walking and talking, but that gets his attention a little. he likes mouse fine, and probably should follow up with them himself, but he gets the impression that mouse is fun and not quite aware of what's happening.
phoenix has always been good at letting nico scream forever about whatever's going on at any time which is nice. ]
You mean all the notes and everything people have been finding? Or are there more bits and pieces that need to be addressed? [ picking up a glass pumpkin to examine. ] I can always come with you to talk to them if you want. But I understand if you need to do this for yourself, too.
I don't know. Datz has been collecting them, and sharing them with Ryuki and me. But I want to know where they come from, without needing to kill anybody or die for it. I don't want to believe something just because it's written on paper.
[ All this information is great and all, but what he really wants is to know the source of that information. And then shake them down until they spill all their secrets, at knife point if need be ]
Yeah. Datz is part of the group of us who've been exchanging and dispersing information to spread out to all the teams. I've been wondering that myself though. I've been telling the leaders for a while now that I hate the idea of believing something just because it's written, but...in light of one of the new papers I do have to wonder if because it's written, specifically, it's now our reality.
Roughly, yes. ...it was Ace before, but I've been keeping Tama updated as much as possible as well. [ but you know. ]
We either need to locate our author, or we need to find the pages they're writing on and remove them from their power. So. Two birds, one stone? One would likely lead to the other.
[ stop wtf. also wow my grammar was terrible last night. ]
Yeah, he's right. [ assumes kusemon is just their world's version of pokemon. ] It's a creature that turns into anything it wants to be. It can be an inanimate object, or it can mimic the looks of other creatures. It makes you believe that what you're seeing is the real deal...at least at first.
[ HELP that's...fair. he looks a little surprised and then he kind of remembers that nobody on hanako's trip got prizes and he's like "oh, duh." ]
Okay. So have you heard about how people tend to disappear on Thursday and they come back and they're usually pretty injured because they went somewhere else and had to find their way back?
Right, exactly. Reigen and Will and I went on one, but the one we went on kind of involved the story of someone with an ability to...kind of act like a Ditto. Change into whatever was necessary, or whatever they wanted. [ granted it was traumatic and bad and full of murder but whatever. ]
When we finished what we were meant to do and saved who we were meant to save, we were given items that matched the vibe of the story. It happened when I went to the casino with Whisper and Hans, too. That's where the king card came from.
[ He's just imagining the three of them traipsing through the city with a pink blobby thing, and can't quite take it seriously. ]
Oh...
[ thinks about his own cyoa ]
... We tried to save Rita. I think. [ ?? ] But then Ryuki blew us up and we became ghosts. At the very end, we got the chance to redo everything. I guess by then it was too late, though.
[ he didn't feel bad back then, but he kind of does now, getting Ryuki and Rita killed over nothing ]
[ that's fair, he'd rather hanako think about that rather than what happened. ]
...you think? [ how does he not know. well, those things do tend to screw up memories so. ] Ryuki sort of explained things to me but not very much. If you could redo it again though then...does that not mean you went back to the start?
I don't think Ryuki is one who handles stress well, so that doesn't surprise me very much. [ he just comes out to say it. ]
...that sounds pretty awful though. Having to be displaced like that while keeping the memories of the before times. [ he does not say he thinks he knows exactly what their adventure was inspired by either even though he has an extremely good idea. ]
...[ he has to really think about this because that's such a weird grey area for him that he doesn't entirely know where to put himself. ]
No, when you phrase it that way I suppose you're right. Knowing that people you care about are safe is more important than yourself. It would almost be harder to still be around knowing they might not have.
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phoenix has always been good at letting nico scream forever about whatever's going on at any time which is nice. ]
You mean all the notes and everything people have been finding? Or are there more bits and pieces that need to be addressed? [ picking up a glass pumpkin to examine. ] I can always come with you to talk to them if you want. But I understand if you need to do this for yourself, too.
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I don't know. Datz has been collecting them, and sharing them with Ryuki and me. But I want to know where they come from, without needing to kill anybody or die for it. I don't want to believe something just because it's written on paper.
[ All this information is great and all, but what he really wants is to know the source of that information. And then shake them down until they spill all their secrets, at knife point if need be ]
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Yeah. Datz is part of the group of us who've been exchanging and dispersing information to spread out to all the teams. I've been wondering that myself though. I've been telling the leaders for a while now that I hate the idea of believing something just because it's written, but...in light of one of the new papers I do have to wonder if because it's written, specifically, it's now our reality.
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[ glances at the almost-all-dead teams, hope they reappoint somebody if need be ]
"The written word has the power to shape reality" or something like that, wasn't it? We just need to locate our author.
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We either need to locate our author, or we need to find the pages they're writing on and remove them from their power. So. Two birds, one stone? One would likely lead to the other.
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Think maybe it's Addy?
[ That's really the only "author" he knows about, but also— ]
Oh yeah! You were going to tell me what Switch is!
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[ but ah. right. ]
You heard about what the Switch was supposed to do in the trial, don't you? Do you know what a Ditto is? [ i'm too lazy to copyright friendly this. ]
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Ryuki said it's a pink blobby Kusemon. I'm not familiar with it, though.
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Yeah, he's right. [ assumes kusemon is just their world's version of pokemon. ] It's a creature that turns into anything it wants to be. It can be an inanimate object, or it can mimic the looks of other creatures. It makes you believe that what you're seeing is the real deal...at least at first.
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[ Those copy other creatures and objects, right? and you reveal them by... setting them on fire, or something ]
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[ what adventure!!! he doesn't know, he never exists on thursdays aside from that time he died ]
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Okay. So have you heard about how people tend to disappear on Thursday and they come back and they're usually pretty injured because they went somewhere else and had to find their way back?
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Yeah. I went on one with Ryuki and Rita. We died.
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When we finished what we were meant to do and saved who we were meant to save, we were given items that matched the vibe of the story. It happened when I went to the casino with Whisper and Hans, too. That's where the king card came from.
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Oh...
[ thinks about his own cyoa ]
... We tried to save Rita. I think. [ ?? ] But then Ryuki blew us up and we became ghosts. At the very end, we got the chance to redo everything. I guess by then it was too late, though.
[ he didn't feel bad back then, but he kind of does now, getting Ryuki and Rita killed over nothing ]
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...you think? [ how does he not know. well, those things do tend to screw up memories so. ] Ryuki sort of explained things to me but not very much. If you could redo it again though then...does that not mean you went back to the start?
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[ Hanako didn't understand it at the time, but now he does. Ryuki probably talked about it as much as Hanako did, which is not very much at all. ]
There's no such thing as starting over. For us, it was simply a continuation... for everybody else, a new beginning.
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...that sounds pretty awful though. Having to be displaced like that while keeping the memories of the before times. [ he does not say he thinks he knows exactly what their adventure was inspired by either even though he has an extremely good idea. ]
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[ like, it could've gone so so much worse? they tpk'd but he still thinks it was a good ending ]
We got to save Yashiro... and my brother. And Hung and Tama, too. Knowing that they'd be safe is more than worth it, even if we were displaced.
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No, when you phrase it that way I suppose you're right. Knowing that people you care about are safe is more important than yourself. It would almost be harder to still be around knowing they might not have.
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[ does he get survivor's guilt every weekend? no. but maybe he should ]
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On what sort of occasions?
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[ the fact that he can wake up, and knowing that one of their number would never wake again. ]
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I've been trying to decide what's worse. Fridays, Saturdays or Sundays. So far it's been a three-way tie.
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