Reigen's the kind of guy who doesn't want younger people to get hurt under his watch.
[ it's important to note because, well, obviously neither of them understand this ideal but ace is very aware reigen has it. ]
I hate that it happened to you guys, too. [ ... ] I get it. Even though you were forced into it, it was still you doing it. Your hands, your power... whatever feelings resonated in you because of that. It'd be impossible to forget.
[ there's no like. conclusion. it sucks, and he's going to feel guilty, and ace doesn't know a solution to that, because it's always going to have happened, and ace's only solution to guilt is to get angry and do things to fix it and in this place, well. there is not much they know how to do to fix anything. ]
...even so. We should have done a better job protecting him. [ ...but he sighs to himself. ] But I can understand that, I think. I should apologize to him again later.
...but yeah, that's it. Even if we were kind of forced into it, the feelings and actions behind it are too close to being my own choice. I'm not going to forget it for a long time. Or, you know, ever. And I guess I don't know where to go from here other than try to keep taking care of both of them.
[ gently baps his knuckles against nico's skulls ]
Dumbass. The last thing he'd want is for you to apologize. [ he doesn't expand on that because that feels like an obvious thing. ] I don't know what you can do, but you shouldn't blame yourself. Any of you. It's this place that did it to you guys again.
[ his multiple skulls. but he's widdle pouty at that. ]
Believe it or not, I never really know how much I can and can't say to Reigen before it gets too weird for him. It's different with you because you know a lot more than most people here, but when I think about telling him things it feels like...
[ ...whatever. ]
But alright, fine. I won't apologize about this anymore and instead we'll figure out how to blow this place up instead.
... You don't like worrying people, and I'm a lot more used to weird stuff. [ he'll skirt part the whole. reigen is a responsible adult and that's weird, because he does feel that. he does. and then he laughs at the last bit ]
It's not--okay, well, yes it is that but it's also I'm used to taking care of things myself. It feels uncomfortable sometimes asking too much from other people.
[ but he ponders. ]
I'd mostly like to figure out why this is happening. Why people are being taken away at all. That's the first thing.
Reigen's pretty human. [ so it's hard to say what his baseline is. ] But he knows some things, so...maybe someday.
[ he's frowning in thought at that. ] I don't know about answers either. We got another paper this time, but I think it's something we need to share with everybody again.
Someday. [ or maybe not because he murdered. idk if that makes nico more or less likely to confide in him ] Group sharing's probably better, so you don't have to repeat yourself as much either.
[ very funny because literally right after this convo he had a really long conversation with reigen so siz is actually the worst. ]
I like group sharing so I don't have to talk as much, you're right. Plus Will and Reigen would be there anyway and they can answer more of the questions. It's...more stuff that doesn't make that much sense to me. But what else is new about this place.
It's always something else to give us a headache. [ ace laughs a little ] You know what Luffy does when he doesn't understand something? Just calls it a mystery thing and moves on. Wish we could do that.
I would love to live life the way your brother does. [ please he wants to think so much less at all times. ] I think I know a few people like that, too. But...guess the only way people like them can exist is if people like us exist, too.
Well, I tried my best before I set sail, but I know I'm not the smartest. Sometimes I'd be the one to tell him things were a mystery just so he'd stop asking.
You always come back to that even though it's not really true. [ not being the smartest, he means. ] Also if he didn't follow up after that then that's his own fault. Nothing to be done for that.
It kind of is, though. S'alright. I'm not trying to pretend otherwise. [ shrugs ] Luffy follows up when it interests him, mostly, so it's pretty easy to get him distracted.
Sucks to be him, but I guess if he's a cook he probably likes doing it. [ rip sanji. i think a lot about how he knows sanji in another timeline. ] ...we have a lot of people with a lot of different abilities, but we don't really have someone like Luffy.
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[ it's important to note because, well, obviously neither of them understand this ideal but ace is very aware reigen has it. ]
I hate that it happened to you guys, too. [ ... ] I get it. Even though you were forced into it, it was still you doing it. Your hands, your power... whatever feelings resonated in you because of that. It'd be impossible to forget.
[ there's no like. conclusion. it sucks, and he's going to feel guilty, and ace doesn't know a solution to that, because it's always going to have happened, and ace's only solution to guilt is to get angry and do things to fix it and in this place, well. there is not much they know how to do to fix anything. ]
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...but yeah, that's it. Even if we were kind of forced into it, the feelings and actions behind it are too close to being my own choice. I'm not going to forget it for a long time. Or, you know, ever. And I guess I don't know where to go from here other than try to keep taking care of both of them.
[ all of this is to say...same hat. ]
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Dumbass. The last thing he'd want is for you to apologize. [ he doesn't expand on that because that feels like an obvious thing. ] I don't know what you can do, but you shouldn't blame yourself. Any of you. It's this place that did it to you guys again.
[ [ace voice] destroy the world instead ]
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Believe it or not, I never really know how much I can and can't say to Reigen before it gets too weird for him. It's different with you because you know a lot more than most people here, but when I think about telling him things it feels like...
[ ...whatever. ]
But alright, fine. I won't apologize about this anymore and instead we'll figure out how to blow this place up instead.
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... You don't like worrying people, and I'm a lot more used to weird stuff. [ he'll skirt part the whole. reigen is a responsible adult and that's weird, because he does feel that. he does. and then he laughs at the last bit ]
Yeah. That's the spirit.
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It's not--okay, well, yes it is that but it's also I'm used to taking care of things myself. It feels uncomfortable sometimes asking too much from other people.
[ but he ponders. ]
I'd mostly like to figure out why this is happening. Why people are being taken away at all. That's the first thing.
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[ but ace isn't? huh. ]
Yeah, I guess answers are what we should look for first. But I'm no good at that kind of thing. [ give him something to punch please. free him. ]
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[ he's frowning in thought at that. ] I don't know about answers either. We got another paper this time, but I think it's something we need to share with everybody again.
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I like group sharing so I don't have to talk as much, you're right. Plus Will and Reigen would be there anyway and they can answer more of the questions. It's...more stuff that doesn't make that much sense to me. But what else is new about this place.
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I would love to live life the way your brother does. [ please he wants to think so much less at all times. ] I think I know a few people like that, too. But...guess the only way people like them can exist is if people like us exist, too.
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Are you counting yourself in those people?
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Well, I tried my best before I set sail, but I know I'm not the smartest. Sometimes I'd be the one to tell him things were a mystery just so he'd stop asking.
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It kind of is, though. S'alright. I'm not trying to pretend otherwise. [ shrugs ] Luffy follows up when it interests him, mostly, so it's pretty easy to get him distracted.
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Sure, something like that! [ he can't actually SAY luffy's cool he's the older brother, ] Let's just say his crew's cook must be working overtime.
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Well, I might be a little biased, but I don't think there's anyone anywhere quite like Luffy. [ GROSSLY fond ]
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