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nico di angelo â™› the ghost king ([personal profile] resumed) wrote2023-09-17 02:22 pm
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selfimmolation: (i would do about anything)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-08 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ things they haven't been unanimous about, huh. ace kind of hums at that. i think it's funny that they are just clinging to each other on the beach and talking about this stuff. it's fine. hugging forever. ]

Anything else I should know about besides Danny? [ head tilted. it's a quiet kind of curiosity, and the feeling when he mentions danny is... mostly irritation on his part. ]
selfimmolation: (and how can the world)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-08 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's feeling very neutral about that on purpose, tempering himself, except he gets kind of Angy when nico mentions it wasn't danny's decision, so: ]

Yeah, that was Tiger's call. [ DEADPAN!!! ] Or whatever mysterious being they were answering to, I guess. Not that Tiger was too broken up about it.

[ ANYWAY he shakes his head and huffs ]

... Look, I'm not a forgiving guy. I can't tell you what to do. If you want to forgive him, that's your call. Reigen's not holding a grudge, and I don't really care about him naming me. I was sort of trying to get caught anyway. [ ...sort of. ] Though what really pissed me off was the way he lied to you guys about it and pretended.

[ But This Isn't About Danny Or Tiger Or Anyone; ]

I don't think we've got to be unanimous about this stuff.
selfimmolation: (i could even learn)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-08 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a hum and a feeling that's very much agreement at the first part. and definitely some guilt at the sadness, but we don't talk about that, because his emotions go a little nervous and sheepish and anxious then ]

You might not have to worry about that. [ and, god, this is about nico so he feels silly for even getting into it, but; ] ... If time's no longer frozen back home, then... if I go back... [ there's a flash of grief and nervousness and guilt that has nothing to do with what he's about to say and just the scenario, but: ] I asked Nimona to come with me, if she wanted.

[ because if ace comes back a week after he left then the war is over and he'd... be alive. ]
selfimmolation: (i always thought i might be bad)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-08 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ SORRY THE SURPRISE PIKACHU AT SHE TOLD ME IS REAL he did not think it was that intense a want she'd talk about it with other people anyway moving on he kind of feels very hesitant when nico's reaction is disjointed even if it settles ]

I'd invite you too, but you and Will kind of have a home to get back to. [ is what he says, first, a light joke even if his feelings are still kind of vague anxiousness ] I...

[ well. he shakes his head and kind of shoves feeling back inside where they belong ]

Besides all that, you're not going to make things worse by having different opinions on this stuff. You guys were affected in different ways, of course you won't react the same. Luffy and I don't get the same level of upset about the same stuff either.

[ casually comparing them like that because they are also siblings thanks ]
selfimmolation: (and i tried to do the best that i could)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-08 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, so Reigen got first pick?

[ teasing. ace is just like anxious about life it's fine. and also worried about not seeing everyone else again a lot, so there's a sense of relief about nico saying they'd find a way to visit other worlds. IT WAS EASIER TO ACCEPT NEVER SEEING PEOPLE AGAIN WHEN HE THOUGHT HE'D BE DEAD FOR IT

but also, frowning with a little exasperation at the rest ]


It doesn't have to be how things are. You're always trying to take on everything because you think it's easier for you. [ bonks his head gently ] She'd feel bad knowing this was stressing you out, so just talk things out.
selfimmolation: (and what do you think you'd understand)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-08 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I can be your neutral party. I think both of these guys need to be punched a little.

[ absolutely deadpan and it's like, half truthful and half kidding. but like. children should be beat he's agreeing with his grandfather now ]

I don't think you guys need to be friends with everyone, but I think both of you are a lot more forgiving than I am anyway.
selfimmolation: (are some things)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-08 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ frownssssss a little ]

I don't know about dumb. [ his emotions check with that ] It's just not something I can do, forgiving people who hurt the people I cared about. And they were supposed to be your friends, too. The way things worked out... either they knew it would hurt you and did it anyway, or they didn't care enough to think about how it would affect you, only about what they wanted. Are either of them actually sorry for what they did, or just sorry it's affecting how they're being seen by you now?

[ he grimaces and shakes his head and dismissises his growing anger because NOT THE POINT AGAIN ]

But that's me. I've done a lot of stupid shit I've been forgiven for by people who are a lot better than me, so maybe this is the same thing. I don't know.
selfimmolation: (i could even learn)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-09 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ the emotions there are angry on nico (and other people's) behalf right now but also like. trying to be patient. this does not come naturally ]

Mm. Yeah. We've got a couple of days where you have to sort of swallow it down and work as a team until that stupid moon is gone. [ Irritation at the moon and kind of feeling tired at things. the you there is Generic you, really. ] I think forgiving people is something you have to decide if you want to do or not, you can't force it. But I don't think it's necessary even with all this. Just... professional distance or whatever.

[ another flare of tired, so, deadpan: ]

The emotion thing makes it harder than it should be.

[ ....... pets nico's hair a bit in the hug like tentative ]
selfimmolation: (i would do about anything)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-09 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ okay emotionshare sucks but also it's a cheat code because he's like tentative tail wag at getting affection back at the pets and does it more.

the next emotion is like Ah ]


Temenos? Lillium was pretty pissed, and Tem definitely didn't share with anyone that he helped. [ this is an easy guess because he knows temenos. ace's feeling there is understanding and also the kind of quiet That's What I Thought You'd Do You Dumb Bitch but not angry, though he doesn't blame nico for being angry. ] Good plan. He's probably exhausting to get angry at.

[ he doesn't know if the joke will help but he still makes it ]
selfimmolation: (and what do you think you'd understand)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-09 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ yeah this is absolutely the loop because he leans into it and ace pets more with just the kind of soft fond happy feeling. sibling coded. etc. literally sibling coded because he's done this for like, luffy and uh a four year old ]

Yeah, Lillium had to reassure me he really was dead by the time they left him to the tigers. [ HE GOT. WORRIED. HE WAS EATEN ALIVE. exasperation feeling ] You should let him have it for lying, at least. He knows when he's being a shithead. I think he wants people to call him out?

[ the feeling there is ? exhaustion. he likes tem because he likes weird people, but. ]

It's one thing to not pick a fight with people for her sake, but you shouldn't hold back from being mad at all. [ ace chilled himself out a lot for luffy, so he understands why nico doesn't want to go around going bark bark!! at everybody tho ]
selfimmolation: (i wish that i knew)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-09 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ hums because ace moved sigrun away from the fire for that reason, laid her to rest elsewhere, but ace wasn't trying to get away and it's hard to guess what other people were thinking. also, nico says we and ace kind of nudges him. you weren't there you rascal.

also you have no idea how like, pleased he feels at nico feeling safe, horrid ]


I dunno. I think Tem should've been honest with you after the trial, at least, but I don't think he does honest. Not really. [ there's no real judgment on either side there. ] Whatever it is, it shouldn't have been on you asking the right questions. Even if it's not a big deal, just airing it out might be good.

[ there's some like. self-deprecation: ]

But I'm the kind of guy who'd yell at anyone over their decisions, so maybe I'm not the right one to ask. I got into plenty of arguments with Pops. [ grief/guilt/love briefly, there, just at that mention ]
selfimmolation: ('cause i think you're so good)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-09 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
That's why I'm saying you should call him out. [ ace is also not into mindgames, but it's because he is kind of a blunt guy himself. anyway hugs and pets for the grumpy boy, but nico's feeling wistful about hades and ace is still a little jii about the guy from nico's flashbacks, though it's just a blip of Hrm feelings ]

Maybe it is normal. Maybe your dad is kind of an ass. [ so he makes the joke but he is teasing about it instead of 100% angy ] I've spent most of my life being called a brat even after adulthood, maybe don't follow my lead on these things.

[ fuckin old people ]
selfimmolation: (or a moment that's held in your arms)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-11-09 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ YEAH ABOUT THAT there's kind of guilt and worry and he sort of noogies nico gently ]

Yeah, you could've told me about that! [ HE ALREADY DIDN'T WANT TO MAKE WILL HEAL HIM WHY WOULDN'T YOU TELL HIM. he's not actually mad and he gets why he wasn't but. goddamn. this was a thing to Learn.

he does not say anything about the brat thing because he does have strong opinions and he is absolutely terrible but it's fine and 10 year old ace exists in all our hearts even if the post doesn't ]

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